To those who want to ctb by hanging

[telekon]

tested the anchor, haven't learned knots, but did wrap the blanket around my neck and noticed drowsiness so i feel sufficient that if i hang myself using full suspension I should pass out.

we can never know what gave that person the final kick however i do see a lot of people hanging themselves in response to relationships. mine is more financially based but also relationships and loneliness. the reason i haven't is because i hope it can get better because my life only started to become a nightmare ~6 months ago. things were relatively good before then. also the blanket is not long enough.

 

[eternalpace]

I recently (a few minutes ago) tried hanging, I couldn't bring myself to step off, I don't know why, it felt like some sort of reason rushed to my brain. And probably the fear of failure. I used a slipknot. Honestly, figuring it out and being 70% sure it would succeed was easy. actually doing it requires a lot of courage that my brain couldn't muster.

I've been in this situation... so many times that it grew frustrating, unnerving, and made things even worse. I had carefully read and researched what I needed to do, had the right materials, had gone to the place where I was going to die, and things just didn't happen.