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kitchenwindow197

kitchenwindow197

Student
Sep 22, 2024
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Do you plan on leaving a note outside the door warning them not to come in or call the police? Or something else? I can only imagine how traumatic it will be for loved ones to find us like that, im just wondering the best way to least traumatize them.

What do you plan on doing?
 
cme-dme

cme-dme

wants to sleep forever
Feb 1, 2025
564
Going to go to a hotel somewhere far away to CTB. Would rather a stranger or the authorities find my body instead of my family.
 
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grapevoid

grapevoid

Mage
Jan 30, 2025
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Do you plan on leaving a note outside the door warning them not to come in or call the police? Or something else? I can only imagine how traumatic it will be for loved ones to find us like that, im just wondering the best way to least traumatize them.

What do you plan on doing?
If there is no way to make sure the authorities will find you first, I would leave a note. I plan to schedule a text to a third party to alert the authorities in hopes they will come before my family but just in case, I will also leave a note on my door that says not to enter and immediately contact the authorities. I will also lock my doors etc.
 
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bananaolympus

bananaolympus

Specialist
Dec 12, 2024
394
Hopefully i ctb after my folks are gone but if it happens before i have my own place so i hope the officers of the wellness check find me first
 
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Grav

Elementalist
Jul 26, 2020
879
I plan to leaver a note for the police and also post on the door "Do not enter just call the police". As a final preventative measure I'll have a sheet blocking off view of me from the stairs.
 
Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,395
Nah, I don't plan to do anything for my family to avoid seeing my body. I want to punish and traumatize them as much as possible for creating and preventing my ctb attempts. they deserve to suffer for forcing me to continue my suffering.
 
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Peter Skellern

Enlightened
Jan 10, 2025
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Nah, I don't plan to do anything for my family to avoid seeing my body. I want to punish and traumatize them as much as possible for creating and preventing my ctb attempts. I deserve to suffer for forcing me to continue my suffering.
Freudian slip in that last sentence perhaps.
 
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Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
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Freudian slip in that last sentence perhaps.
thanks fixed the word error, I stuck at making sentences sometimes

Edit: I just looked up what a Freudian slip is. Its not that (tho I do agree I should suffer too cus I am terrible person). I literally sometimes accidentally type other words when I meant the other. I know another example of that is I often type "if" when I meant "with"
 
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