TheAngelBornInHell
Member
- Dec 23, 2024
- 40
i love my friends and i love them as much as my family. i love hanging out them. i spent most of my time with them and everything. but recently i realized my friends kinda... dont know that much about me? they dont know small details the same way i know of them. i know this sounds stupid and slop but anyway
for example if i posted about something new or about myself on my discord channel in our friengroup server about a certain something. they are surprised if i bring it up in voice call.. Like they never read i did that? or they skimmed over my obviously important message? they also only care if its about drama or trash talking people. literally what is my use to everyone else. i feel like they only hangout with me to pass the time and not actually for me as a person. i find myself trying to finish work or assignments early just to hangout with them but im sure they would never do the same...... i hate that kind of idea.. I hate that they might not care about me at all and are using me .is this normal for a 6 year friendship?
for example if i posted about something new or about myself on my discord channel in our friengroup server about a certain something. they are surprised if i bring it up in voice call.. Like they never read i did that? or they skimmed over my obviously important message? they also only care if its about drama or trash talking people. literally what is my use to everyone else. i feel like they only hangout with me to pass the time and not actually for me as a person. i find myself trying to finish work or assignments early just to hangout with them but im sure they would never do the same...... i hate that kind of idea.. I hate that they might not care about me at all and are using me .is this normal for a 6 year friendship?
