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whiteside95

whiteside95

New Member
Nov 19, 2025
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So i'm ctb in a few days and I was just wondering what are all the things I should be doing before I do. I'd like to experience some worldly pleasure before I go but I would also like to do some practical stuff to have more closure and i'm confused about what are all the things I should be doing.
 
getoutgirl

getoutgirl

got out the site <3
Mar 17, 2025
558
this might be helpful. the last points specially, maybe, but think through the initial ones first.
i don't know you or what brought you to this point, but i'm sorry you are there. try to take the days easy. consider it in depth and make the best of them regardless of what you end up doing, no shame in walking back either. that's a great album on your pfp you should listen to it too, my one rec, the rest is up to you.
big hugs to you <3
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
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1- ctb letters
2- bake cookies, eat cookies
3- go to lake and look at ducks
4- go to woods (cool fungi and trees)
5- ride a paddle boat
6- buy ice cream from an ice cream parlor instead of from the store
7- cat cafe

these are just things i want to do lol
 
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BlueberryDeer

BlueberryDeer

Lottery or Suicide, whatever comes first
Nov 20, 2025
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Well, it depends at the circumstances of your llife.
If you have a pet or more than a one, you must consider how they will care of them after you passed away.
If you have any minor child, what will be the next to take care of them?
Anyway, if serves as inspiration, here's my own to-do list:

- A suicide letter (This is a personal preference, since I don't want to put any responsibility of my decision to anyone, such as a partner, family member, workplace or transphobia / homophobia).
- Doing a delayed e-mail about my personal data, as I request to delete it from bank accounts or another accounts.
- Charging my phone to have enough battery to locate my position, as I'll be dead and I will not be seen at my work.
- A favorite liquor to enjoy my last moments of living.
- A "self mourning" period (it could be the same day of dying, or one day, or two days previously), to internalize the own process of dying.
 
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