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Rev346

Rev346

I’m here but will I still be next year?
Oct 23, 2023
165
Just tired... Tired of the shouting, yelling, whining, lying, and the not listening. I just don't care anymore. Nothing I try stops or helps reduce them. I'm getting closer and closer to opening up the SN to see if its legit. All I want to do is lie down and sleep. Every night I hope I don't wake up buy the next day still comes. Sorry for complaining and making everybody's day that much worse.
 
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batmanreal

batmanreal

very normal guy
Sep 9, 2025
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i'm wishing you the best, i understand feeling tired of it all. i wish i could sleep forever; waking up has become such a depressing experience.
btw you shouldn't apologize for venting. you're not making anyone's day worse and you deserve a safe space to talk about whatever's bothering you.
i hope you find some peace soon
 

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