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100memoryleaks

100memoryleaks

I'm sorry sweetie, I miss you
Jul 6, 2026
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just wish I could pass away peacefully in my sleep. i barely have any mental energy for working twice a week, let alone trying to look for SN suppliers, then obtaining antiemetics. i hate everything
 
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Ben 111

Ben 111

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Apr 29, 2026
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Feel the same..i don't even have the energy to simply shower and that should be like the bare minimum one could like actually do
 
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sotomie

I’m the problem
Jul 18, 2026
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I feel you. Everyday feels like a torture 😭
 
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Apr 4, 2026
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Feel the same..i don't even have the energy to simply shower and that should be like the bare minimum one could like actually do
I've literally forgotten how many days it's been since I've washed my hair. It should be embarrassing me but I'm getting used to "being gross".
 
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I feel you. Everyday feels like a torture 😭
Yes. I've not been a good person but I've always been horrified at the concept of torture. To have put myself in this position is awful. Not all me. The greed of others too.
 
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