hoppybunny
Fearer of the Future
- Jun 26, 2024
- 286
I hate this shitty life. The only way i managed to get a job was my mum asking a coworker to let me have an open positions.
I'm grateful she helped and i know I'll look stupid since I've been complaining for a job but i really don't want to do this job. I'm tired of studying and i have to pass a stupid ekg test within 30 days of my first start.
The job itself is monitoring the heart of patients and frankly i hate it, i don't want that kind of responsibility and it doesn't even pay enough to move out.
Literally it's like my mum set me up to be miserable. I have to drive an 1hr to the place and she knows inhave no interest in healthcare and fucking hate being around and responsibile for sick ppl yet she pushed so adamantly for me to get the job that i will make her look bad if inrefuse and ruin any chances for my siblings to work at her hospital.
I hate this shit so much. I don't want to do this shitty job. I don't want this why can't i get a job with the degree i got. Why is the only fucking way to get a job to know someone. I'm so sick of this. I wanna drop dead.
I'm gonna try my best at the job but i know if i don't get a proper job that will let me move out that's not in healthcare i may really kill myself.
Why are my only options this shitty job, suicide, homelessness or a shitty warehouse/retail/manual labour job that will destroy my body.
This just sucks so much
I'm grateful she helped and i know I'll look stupid since I've been complaining for a job but i really don't want to do this job. I'm tired of studying and i have to pass a stupid ekg test within 30 days of my first start.
The job itself is monitoring the heart of patients and frankly i hate it, i don't want that kind of responsibility and it doesn't even pay enough to move out.
Literally it's like my mum set me up to be miserable. I have to drive an 1hr to the place and she knows inhave no interest in healthcare and fucking hate being around and responsibile for sick ppl yet she pushed so adamantly for me to get the job that i will make her look bad if inrefuse and ruin any chances for my siblings to work at her hospital.
I hate this shit so much. I don't want to do this shitty job. I don't want this why can't i get a job with the degree i got. Why is the only fucking way to get a job to know someone. I'm so sick of this. I wanna drop dead.
I'm gonna try my best at the job but i know if i don't get a proper job that will let me move out that's not in healthcare i may really kill myself.
Why are my only options this shitty job, suicide, homelessness or a shitty warehouse/retail/manual labour job that will destroy my body.
This just sucks so much
