Venting tired

[bumblefeet]

i just want it to be over already. i got a cat and a dog recently but the thoughts wont go away. i just want it to stop without hurting anyone or uncertainty of what happens after. im scared of the uncertainty of an afterlife. i dont want there to be nothing. i just want to be happy. therapy does nothing, meds do nothing. i dont want to hurt my pets or anyone im close to. but im so fucking tired of hurting. i started fucking cutting again now that its gotten worse. im trying to at least make it until i get my bachelors but its so damn hard and its getting harder every day. im stressed and barely have any fucking support. im done. its so hard to cope anymore. i just want to be happy again. i want to be a carefree child again.

 

[Danby]

I feel that way too . . . I am so tired of being sad and depressed all the time. Any happiness I have is only temporary--something always happens to make it go away. :-(