Tired, angry, I want out.

[somnia]

I'm a fucking loser. All I do is lay in bed doom scrolling my phone with no motivation to do anything. On worse days I would not even get up to eat. Furthermore I would like to mention that I am 20, unemployed with no Highschool diploma. I feel so useless. I don't wanna get out there and find a job which makes me even more of a burden to my parents who I still live with. To be honest I don't mind living this way but sometimes I can't help it but feel deeply angry with this world.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Me too. But you're still young enough where change is quite feasible. And unfortunately your mood isn't likely to improve if stay in your room not engaged in anything. but I understand how hard it is to summon the motivation.

Why would looking for a job make you more of a burden?

 

[missingpeace]

I feel sort of the same, have been unemployed for 2 years now due to my chronic illness, my illness won't get any better, the sooner I go the better it will be

 

[FuneralCry]

Your feelings are very much understandable as of course it can be so incredibly tiring feeling trapped in this world, and I also hate existing. Simply just being aware of the fact that I exist makes the thought of permanent non existence sound so appealing to me.