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yotaka

明日にはすべてが終るとして
Jan 29, 2026
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I ODed on venlapaxine (about 9gs I think) and then I believe I went out to the ocean. (Apparently they had to cut my clothes off so im guessing that was why).
I'm not sure what happened but was close to being successfull, I think I called the ambulance myself and would have found peace had I not freaked out. Following that was days of the tube and some pretty interesting hallucinations that I'm still trying to get my head around, I've been on my right adventures this week (in my head).
Sending you hugs, my friend
 
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yotaka

明日にはすべてが終るとして
Jan 29, 2026
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Thinking of you @Rainork

I hope you're at peace, wherever you are.
 
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