Thoughts of suicide get stronger

[Jule_from_Germany]

Hey to all of you. Another day in hospital, again in the intensive care unit. Since yesterday I know, that there probably won't be a 30th birthday for me. It's incredible how fast this fucking illness progresses. Every day my thoughts of ctb get stronger. I think my time gets closer. I'm running out of power

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds so horrible and tiring what you go through, but anyway I wish you the best, existence is just too cruel.