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Hope

Hope

Yes, my name is Hope, isn't it ironic? (*´ `*).
Sep 24, 2021
7
dying is something so decisive that I can't imagine what thoughts might cross someone's head when they are dying by suicide. when i've tried to kill myself my mind is blank and I feel like I'm doing everyday stuff. Like..." It's nothing... Just die."
 
Jblack

Jblack

Specialist
Oct 8, 2018
314
Those are exactly my feelings or lack there of. When I practice it just seems like another chore. There is no memories going through my head nor any regrets. It it just something I do. I am sure when I do exit it will be very matter of factly, I put the noose around my neck, step off into space and the lights go out.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,480
When I eventually try to ctb, I will think of how if I manage to do this, I will get the peace I am looking for and I will be free of all suffering. I think these thoughts will help me to overcome the SI. It is difficult to ctb as it requires a lot of courage. If it was easier I would already be gone.
 
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existtosuffer

existtosuffer

Student
Sep 22, 2021
150
It's frustrating how much our body is programmed to survive even though we are dying everyday.
 
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