I am going out and I have tried a few methods, CO was my preference but there are too many complications and risks and the location I have is far from ideal without the risk of a fire. So it's still a plan b. I fear if the CO method didn't work I could be charged with some criminal offence and just make life worse. At least with the hanging it seems the only person I will directly impact on is myself. Does any one have any advice as how to get over the initial SI instinct setting in?
I have the rope, knot and anchor base sorted, the rafters in my attic appear to be the best as if they can hold a house I should be ok. My query is would it make sense to take 5-10 sleeping tablets first and then remove the chair? It seems low risk once everything has been set up and should almost render me unconscious already before jumping. I would only be dropping 30 cm as I don't want to try too hard to snap the rope either...the tablets generally kick in around 10-15 min
I have the rope, knot and anchor base sorted, the rafters in my attic appear to be the best as if they can hold a house I should be ok. My query is would it make sense to take 5-10 sleeping tablets first and then remove the chair? It seems low risk once everything has been set up and should almost render me unconscious already before jumping. I would only be dropping 30 cm as I don't want to try too hard to snap the rope either...the tablets generally kick in around 10-15 min
