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Dying Failure
Member
- Oct 9, 2022
- 50
Today was an awful day for me today. I hate sulking in my thoughts and it made me realize how much more I want out of this awful horrific world. I just wish the SN I ordered would come already so I can make my exit. From the time I was little I knew I was not made for this world, from the mother I had to endure to the bullying I endured all the way through school including from my own siblings. Sad when the only people in this world that love me as much as I love them were horribly ripped from my side. I have never been perfect but I truly didn't need for any of these horrible things to happen to me. Once I receive this SN I will say my last goodbyes to everyone which is pretty much no one. The ones I want to say goodbye to I cannot have contact with which makes it harder to try and say goodbye. But I have written a letter to tell everyone it is not their fault the way I have been feeling and the reason I am doing what I am doing. Hopefully whoever finds me will distribute the letter to who it needs to get to. How has everyone else decided they would say their last goodbyes?