Venting Thought it couldn't get worse, it did

[mold]

It finally happened, everyone in my life has given up on me. I have no one left in my life anymore who cares enough, no one I can lean on anymore.

I'm finally alone.

No one is going to save me. No one in my life anymore who cares enough to talk to me. I tell them its bad and they go oh that sucks and turn a blind eye.

I'm just done. Tomorrow night I'm going to try to CTB with SN. I've never felt more hopeless in my life.

I don't even know what to say anymore. I love you guys a lot. You were there for me when no one in my life was.

I don't have anything but SN, so I might fail, and it might be super uncomfortable but I sincerely can't be here anymore. I finally get to be free.

I'm sorry to my mom and friends who care but didn't know how to help. I'm sorry to everyone I've let down. I'm going to start my fast now. I'm scared but I know I'll be at peace.

Thanks again Sasu. It was awesome while it lasted.

 

[YunoAtsuko]

hey, friend.
Just wanted to let you know that I care and if you need anyone just let me know. I'll be there.

 

[Le temps perdu]

I can relate, I know it's really hard to feel like you're all on your own.
I hope things can get better. No matter what you decide, I hope you find peace.