Venting thought I was doing better

[clementinemure]

For the first time in about 10 years, I was finally doing better. I was able to find joy in small things and look forward to the future once again. Ended up finding out that my boyfriend lied to me again. Don't know what to do. I feel cheated and broken. Relapsed and starting SH again for the first time in a while. I don't think there's any future for me left and I want to end it for good this now.

 

[Ember_Dragon_rose]

I hear you, I understand your feelings and they are valid. If you feel you need to end it don't find persmission from anyone except yourself, take time to find out if that is truly what you need and if it is then that is your decision and people should respect it. I doubt you wanted pity but truly I am sorry someone did this to you after you put your trust in them it shouldn't be okay to do. Good luck, I hope whatever your decision you will be happy.