Those with multiple attempts

[Nightfoot]

For those with multiple attempts, did/do you find subsequent attempts get easier, more difficult or don't really have much bearing on further attempts?

 

[itsgone2]

Not much bearing. I have loads of half hearted attempts. A few serious. But nothing in the past few weeks even though the urge is strong. So for me it's not helped progress things, if that's what you mean. Ultimately I thought co would be my method but i can't get the nerve to buy one component. I would assume it's SI.

 

[Nightfoot]

After reading several threads about failed attempts with CO, I decided it was riskier than I had imagined. Sorry you're in a situation where you feel the need to CTB. It's definitely not easy.