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RustedNails

RustedNails

existence is punishment
May 29, 2023
17
I don't think about hell anymore, there's no point trying to live in these times, living longer only means my potential eternal suffering will be longer.

I already planned my method, i just need to get some money so my family can afford my funeral.

If i could, i'd like to go completely missing and never be found so no one in my family would have to spend money.
 
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Obliviate

Obliviate

Abandon All Hope
Aug 13, 2022
1,011
I feel like we are in hell. The amount of evil present can't convince me otherwise.
 
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xXSufferingXx

Enlightened
Feb 21, 2025
1,113
totally agree, we ARE living in hell right now.
just because occasionally satan throws you a little chocolate... doesn't mean shit, because he's coming back full force to take that joy RIGHT BACK.
and give you grief and agony.
not that i believe in the devil, but if we are making this analogy.
 
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Freedomm

Freedomm

Student
Aug 2, 2025
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totally agree, we ARE living in hell right now.
just because occasionally satan throws you a little chocolate... doesn't mean shit, because he's coming back full force to take that joy RIGHT BACK.
and give you grief and agony.
not that i believe in the devil, but if we are making this analogy.
The brain is like the devil, instincts are his orders, pleasure hormones are encouragement and you can't get rid of it, you're stuck in this cage forever. If you want to go out, he will punish you with pain and horror.
 
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Eternal Disaster

Eternal Disaster

IHaveDemonsInMyHead
Aug 3, 2025
113
Living in this world is like burning in hell fire. I also want to just disappear. They don't even deserve to see my corpse .
 
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cryptoinvestor

BANNED SCAMMER
Jul 12, 2024
201
The brain is like the devil, instincts are his orders, pleasure hormones are encouragement and you can't get rid of it, you're stuck in this cage forever. If you want to go out, he will punish you with pain and horror.
this is why meth is called the devils drug. all the dopamine makes one feel evil, even if drugs are not your speed, our world is increasingly dopamine-hacking for more, connect the dots
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,490
It truly is the most dreadful and horrific place with endless amounts of cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to never suffer ever again, non-existence is all I hope for, I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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