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Cantbereal

Student
Mar 20, 2022
189
I'm in too much physical pain. I know train is not going to be the best but it's all I have. I'm debilitated in pain with no way out. Local deaths only nobody lived this train.
 
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Regen

I stay in my power
Aug 20, 2020
522
I am sorry for your pain. Living with permanent pain would be my ticket for suicide too. Have you any possibility to get help by medicine?
I know about the problems with suicide and train, but actually it would be my method too. In my area there is a high speed train.
I hope you can find some help with your pain.......
 
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Cantbereal

Student
Mar 20, 2022
189
No pain meds work I can't eat 3 months now 101 lb from 170. One med caused eating issue. Scared train won't work have nothing else. Drs have given up
I am sorry for your pain. Living with permanent pain would be my ticket for suicide too. Have you any possibility to get help by medicine?
I know about the problems with suicide and train, but actually it would be my method too. In my area there is a high speed train.
I hope you can find some help with your pain.......
Freight train one block down
 
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freedomcalls

Student
Nov 9, 2022
136
I'm sorry, it seems like you have suffered so much 😢
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,326
That sounds really horrific and so unbearable what you have to endure, and it really is such a cruel society that denies people the option of a peaceful way to end their torment. It's just so wrong how people have no choice but to resort to methods as terrifying as this but I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.
 
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Cantbereal

Student
Mar 20, 2022
189
Thank you I have beyond human comprehension. I wish I had N. Is it available anywhere?
 
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freedomcalls

Student
Nov 9, 2022
136
From all I've seen on this forum it is very difficult to come by, and when it is found, it's legitimacy is questionable
SN appears to be the most efficient option
 
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Cantbereal

Student
Mar 20, 2022
189
I can't leave the house.
That sounds really horrific and so unbearable what you have to endure, and it really is such a cruel society that denies people the option of a peaceful way to end their torment. It's just so wrong how people have no choice but to resort to methods as terrifying as this but I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.
I have so many pills too many but all they do is make you puke
 
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