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uncat_

uncat_

aspiring corpse
Nov 3, 2023
145
im not sure how much longer i can live with myself, but ill try to finish up this year of college, so my payed tuition doesnt go to complete waste, lol. i also think itll give me enough time to do everything i have to in preparation.

plus, itll give me enough to time decide if i really do want to do this. im taking shrooms tomorrow for the first time, either its going to help a LOT and help me worl through what i need to work through, or push me over the edge. im okay with either at this point.

im going to try to live the life i want to live for these next couple months. so ill be ready to go when i decide to.
 
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AnonymousL

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2023
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im not sure how much longer i can live with myself, but ill try to finish up this year of college, so my payed tuition doesnt go to complete waste, lol. i also think itll give me enough time to do everything i have to in preparation.

plus, itll give me enough to time decide if i really do want to do this. im taking shrooms tomorrow for the first time, either its going to help a LOT and help me worl through what i need to work through, or push me over the edge. im okay with either at this point.

im going to try to live the life i want to live for these next couple months. so ill be ready to go when i decide to.
I wanna do it before summer.
I was thinking about taking shrooms as well for the first time to help me with my decision. But I'm scared for what they will do to me since I had a very bad experience with drugs before.
 
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aspiring corpse
Nov 3, 2023
145
i think theyre fairly safe at low doses, if youre worried. it all depends on your mindset going into it, and where you are during the trip.
so, going into it with anxiety about it going bad is almost definitely going to give you a bad trip, but maybe thats something you have to experience to really work through your shit.
 
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Apr 5, 2023
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i think theyre fairly safe at low doses, if youre worried. it all depends on your mindset going into it, and where you are during the trip.
so, going into it with anxiety about it going bad is almost definitely going to give you a bad trip, but maybe thats something you have to experience to really work through your shit.
I am planning on taking a microdose.
I'll probably do it in my room.

I have read that there are certain scores for shrooms. So the higher the score the more you'll feel it for example furniture moving etc.

So to be safe I will try the lowest score.
 
uncat_

uncat_

aspiring corpse
Nov 3, 2023
145
I am planning on taking a microdose.
I'll probably do it in my room.

I have read that there are certain scores for shrooms. So the higher the score the more you'll feel it for example furniture moving etc.

So to be safe I will try the lowest score.
interesting, i havent heard that term "scores" before? i keeo hearing that frequent micro dosing is a scam, but idk honestly
 

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