This summer will finally be my last

[spacefreightergirl]

I don't think I can push myself through more of this life. It'll be the last week of July, I'll have to pick the day depending on a few things. But I think I have decided it's going to happen.

I mostly feel bad for my therapist. I told her I wasn't a danger to myself but I lied. I wanted to get better but I can't.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace from suffering.

 

[GM28]

Im thinking same. One last summer, make the most of it. Then towards end of year, nice and quiet somewhere. Likely around xmas time, not having xmas alone again.