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cowgirlmagic

cowgirlmagic

i just ride
May 27, 2026
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I don't think I can push myself through more of this life. It'll be the last week of July, I'll have to pick the day depending on a few things. But I think I have decided it's going to happen.

I mostly feel bad for my therapist. I told her I wasn't a danger to myself but I lied. I wanted to get better but I can't.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find peace from suffering.
 
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GM28

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Jun 17, 2021
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Im thinking same. One last summer, make the most of it. Then towards end of year, nice and quiet somewhere. Likely around xmas time, not having xmas alone again.
 
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charlieee

charlieee

Chronically online
Jun 3, 2026
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I don't think I can push myself through more of this life. It'll be the last week of July, I'll have to pick the day depending on a few things. But I think I have decided it's going to happen.

I mostly feel bad for my therapist. I told her I wasn't a danger to myself but I lied. I wanted to get better but I can't.
Same. This summer will be my last, wishing the both of us peace in this journey <3
 
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The Disqualified

The Disqualified

Disqualified as a Human Being
Feb 4, 2023
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Hi. I hear you.
What is bothering you, may I ask?

Cool picture of a bunny by the way. I always dreamed of having one as a kid...
 
cowgirlmagic

cowgirlmagic

i just ride
May 27, 2026
95
Hi. I hear you.
What is bothering you, may I ask?

Cool picture of a bunny by the way. I always dreamed of having one as a kid...
Thanks!! I never had one actually but I've always loved pets and bunnies so I thought it'd be fitting.


Also tysm to everyone for the nice replies!! I didn't want to answer to not get repetitive (╥_╥) but it really means a lot. I hope we all get to find peace soon.
 

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