I will let u in on a huge secret that might at least help u not to have unrealistic expectations for your life based on what u see on tv, Hollywood, Instagram etc. Those famous people u see who are extremely successful and beautiful. They did not come from the humble beginnings u hear about. They were born into special families and often not even the sex they appear to be. The business is a cult and not everyday average people can get into it. So don't think these people came from some humble beginnings and somehow got lucky and made it into Hollywood lol! If u want to have a happy life focus on realistically achievable life goals, prioritize relationships, and don't compare yourself to these people. You would not even want that life if you knew what's involved.
