bluegodism
the rose is blue š¹š
- Nov 26, 2023
- 108
I'm going to ctb in a few months. I've always dealt with this fact very well and I'm not afraid, not even a little bit. but there's something that makes me a little upset about this: I'm going to die alone. without support, without anyone to hug me and tell me that everything is going to be okay. I've already accepted that this won't happen but I would like it to happen... I wish death was less "forbidden" and then I wouldn't have to go through this alone.