Story This is our last goodbye

[Foresight]

My heart hurts. Much love to you. We're here for you whatever you choose

 

[EmptyArms]

I am so sorry that this is how it had to end. I will miss you a lot.I f you decide not to proceed remember you can always call an ambulance.

I love this..a bloody good practical reminder in case of an emergency. Good thinking. X

 

[MeltingHeart]

I am so sorry that this is how it had to end. I will miss you a lot.I f you decide not to proceed remember you can always call an ambulance.

I adore Nico!! Thankyou!!-literally so happy someone shared me Nico song

 

[DepressionsAHo]

Just thought I'd share this
It'll be one of the songs I'll be listening to on my transition coming up in the next few days. I think you'll enjoy it. It's how I think of death
Goodnight meltingheart

 

[realjunes]

In the words of Jeff Buckley:

This is our last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us die
But it's over
Just hear this and then I'll go

Please if its ok dont ask me about protocols & where I got everything: all the info is here somewhere, seek & yee shall find!

Basically -I did 2 x 10mg of Meto yesterday-just as a kind of 'top up'

Today will be 3 x 10mg in total (I dont see the point of last triple dose)

Will have a couple of parcetamol plus 1 Zantac (I dont wanna do all these triple doses)

Got a few low dose Benzos.

If your young (and older too- if you have even a glimmer of hope left) please please for me give life a chance...

There's a whole world of beauty and joy out there...I just ruined everything...treasure all the little things whilst you can...most of all human connections, music, art, beauty, food & laughter.

Peace & Love.


current mood

MeltingHeart,
I just got word about your thread. I am sad. You wrote there is a "world of beauty and joy" but it will be less of each without you. I will be here to support you, in whatever you decide.

 

[Farmmaa]

There's a whole world of beauty and joy out there...I just ruined everything...treasure all the little things whilst you can...most of all human connections, music, art, beauty, food & laughter.

Peace & Love.

This so much.
There is beauty all around and I truly love many things about my life.... but I've gone down a hole that there's no crawling out of.

Until my time comes, I will think of you in all the beauty around me

 

[MeltingHeart]

Im a gunna be a ghost & come back and haunt you all :)

but basically I love Alllllllllllll of his songs for allll time rok on Roky!

 

[Obborods]

Goodbye

 

[lizinha]

Rest easy, I hope you find peace <3

 

[less than]

I'll miss your presence and your posts here very much. The last few weeks/months were really sad for the SS community due to many farewells. I know that's the nature of this site yet it hit's me with everybody who's leaving. But I also know that's for many ppl here the only possible way when the life comes to a point where's the pain, physically or mentally, unbearable.
I wish that all things goes well for you what ever you'll do. MeltingHeart

 

[voyager]

Take care, MH. I, too, wish life had been better for you and that you hadn't ruined it, as you say. But for what it's worth, I don't think you are responsible. You'd probably undo these mistakes if you could, as would many here. We're just damned to make them until they're irreparable, unfortunately that's our nature. Think of better days and peaceful journey to you.

PS: Lovely piece of music you chose. Bye

 

[MeltingHeart]

Take care, MH. I, too, wish life had been better for you and that you hadn't ruined it, as you say. But for what it's worth, I don't think you are responsible. You'd probably undo these mistakes if you could, as would many here. We're just damned to make them until they're irreparable, unfortunately that's our nature. Think of better days and peaceful journey to you.

PS: Lovely piece of music you chose. Bye

Music is life! its all that mattered to me,music, movies and mates, fuk money! that ruins everything!

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

You asked asked us to give life a chance...
So maybe ... just maybe.. not today?
How do you feel?

 

[Asta]

Wishing you love, light and music on your journey!

 

[MeltingHeart]

You asked asked us to give life a chance...
So maybe ... just maybe.. not today?
How do you feel?

nah im done- i fucking LOVED life !!! people destroyed me & now i cant function, life is amazing- icant have the life iwant now

 

[Saddad]

Haven't spoke to you before but good luck dude, hope you have a wonderful new adventure.

 

[Timetoleave]

I hope you find the peace from this cruel world! We are all here with you

 

[realjunes]

MeltingHeart,
I had not heard "Last Goodbye", but I have now, thanks to you posting Jeff Buckley's song lyrics.
It was great and you reminded me he sang the world's greatest cover ever of "Hallelujah", may Jeff rest in peace. RIP.
Now we know not only were are a great SS contributor but you unselfishly share your playlist with us. Thanks MH, and hope to comment later with you.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

nah im done- i fucking LOVED life !!! people destroyed me & now i cant function, life is amazing- icant have the life iwant now

I know how you feel. People destroyed me too. I'll miss you </3 . @MeltingHeart .

 

[Final Escape]

Goodbye, sorry u have to go. It was nice to have u with us.

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

nah im done- i fucking LOVED life !!! people destroyed me & now i cant function, life is amazing- icant have the life iwant now

I wish you safe and calm transition then. Just remember we are here and will never judge you whatever you choose to do.
Much love to you!

 

[Squiddy]

I wish you peace

 

[Shero]

You love music so do i, its mainstream but maybe you like it. I wish you a peaceful/painless transition to a place where kindhearted people get accepted.

 

[Skyview]

Are you freaking kidding me !! Just logged on and BAM ...MeltingHeart is CTB ! Going to miss you , sending love and peace , if you must go ...then goodnight friend , you're in my thoughts

 

[ThingWithFeathers]

MeltingHeart, your presence melted our heart, the memories you gonna leave us will not melt away.

 

[zherhk]

I don't know if you could like this music. Wish you peace.

 

[noctiva]

Seeing this thread has hit home so hard, you have no idea @MeltingHeart. I had hoped to never see your goodbye thread and had hoped that you are one of those pillars of the community that will just always be around. I know we haven't talked except through thread comments, but I loved reading your comments, the inquisitive ones, the funny ones, the tragic ones. They all showed a beautiful, thought out woman that loved life and has ultimately been treated abysmally by it.
I remember the thread about self-care that showed how sad you were that you did not have the energy left to treat yourself to evenings with your girl friends to pamper yourself.

I will think about you tonight and I wish you a peaceful journey. I selfishly wish I could persuade you to stay, you've been an integral part of this community. But ideally, I'd love to see you go (as in leaving this site) because you've found hope for the future and the love and support you deserve to heal.
Be kind to yourself on your journey and be gentle, you deserve to be treated with kindness and compassion by everyone, including yourself.

 

[Ark]

Meltingheart.

I want so badly to say no, not yet, give me a little more time so I can go before anyone else I have come to care about here. But I can't be that selfish.

As I always say to all on their way out. I hope you find the peace you deserve no matter how.

I will miss you as will many others here. I won't pretend to know what comes next but, if there is a next save me a seat so we can hang out my friend.

You deserve peace. I will try to be here for you until it's your time.

 

[DepressionsAHo]

I don't know if you could like this music. Wish you peace.

I LOVE luduvicio. Hes a brilliant artist

 

[WingedFallen]

This thread was the first I saw upon creating my account. I am sad that I've not had a chance to know you, as you seem a fantastic and well loved person. Your music taste is impeccable, as well, I have to say. I wish you all the best in whatever is to come, and my heart goes out to you for all of the suffering that has lead you to this place. I have been in a really dark place lately myself, which is part of what lead me here. For you, I will try harder to love that beauty that is in the world. May you find peace and comfort, and feel the love that is going out to you from this place.