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Takeme2whereibelong

Takeme2whereibelong

Already gone
Jul 25, 2025
33
If im not fighting c-ptsd im fighting depression if im not fighting depression im fighting anxiety if im not fighting anxiety im fighting food addiction if im not fighting food addiction im fighting suicidal ideation if im not fighting suicidal ideation im fighting self harm if im not fighting self harm im fighting nightmares.
 
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danivodka5

danivodka5

Did I ever tell you the definition of Insanity?
Jul 9, 2025
22
I understand that feeling, the pain never seems to end, fight after fight, impossible to override. Sending hugs and moral support.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,241
same. if i solve a problem, there are plenty others behind. all my life has been like that. if i can consider it as a "life"... surviving doesn't interest me anymore
 
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dontwakemeup

Paragon
Nov 11, 2024
919
I completely understand you, and agree. It seems we can never catch a break in life! Pain, is far too common for us. It just seems so inhumane to allow people to be in so much pain and turmoil then to let them go and be in peace.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,495
It's just so cruel and horrible to me how the option to be euthanised is denied despite the fact that there is all this suffering in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it really sounds like you've suffered so much, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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DeadSouls

DeadSouls

Perpetually sad.
Jun 23, 2025
109
I was just thinking of this and wishing to just do that. There is SN, but feeling nothing and then just never waking again is the absolute ideal.

Like you, and I suppose the rest of us here, I am tired of suffering. I'm sorry we are all suffering through these painful existences. It isn't living.
 
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cookiencream

cookiencream

Cookies
Jul 26, 2025
232
same. if i solve a problem, there are plenty others behind. all my life has been like that. if i can consider it as a "life"... surviving doesn't interest me anymore
EXACTLY. No matter how many problems you solve there will always be more, that's one of the few guarantees in life
 
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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Mage
May 7, 2025
594
People have no idea how agonising life can be.
No idea
If they had to live my or our life for a week they'd agree to psychiatric euthanasia immediately
 
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badatparties

badatparties

Elementalist
Mar 16, 2025
814
Exactly, if i solve one problem, there is another in the queue. It's a goddamn war zone. I don't know how to explain it or have any idea what is going on.
 
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