This is it.

[tootirred]

Useless to go into details, but I've been contemplating suicide for a while. Since then, unconsciously deliberated or not, I've made my life so much worse that it is now unbearable to even think of waking up tomorrow. I really do have huge and urgent problems that I couldn't get myself out of, even if I tried my best. Any way, I'm walking outside at this moment looking for a tree that I will partially hang myself on. The thing is that I've made a knot with an HDMI cable and my only worrie is that it break and that i fail. Do you guys believe that i should find some other rope or it'll do the job? thanks.

 

[jellie]

i hope that you finally find the peace you deserve.
i think it should work fine if you are in a rush.
i will be thinking of you tonight, i am sorry your life has come to this.