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Zenova_

Zenova_

Member
Nov 4, 2025
25
Ingesting 50g SN tonight.

Thank you all for your support and I hope you all find the solace you seek.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,344
good luck,
I hope everything goes well for you
and you find the peace you desire 🫂:heart:
 
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Tarantula

Tarantula

I regret nothing.
Dec 5, 2025
33
I hope you find peace
 
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awaitinglove

awaitinglove

what a terrible mess i've made of my life
Apr 30, 2023
77
safe travels, sending you lots of love and peace 🫂
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,355
I hope you find peace.

But why 50g and not the recommended dose of 25g?
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
971
Dont ingest 50g. It will make you vomit violently and you have more chances of vomiting all the SN inside your system even with antiemetics resulting in a failed attempt. Better stick with 25g of SN and divide it in two glasses. Each containing 25g SN.
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
701
I'm sorry you have to take this decision. As other members said, 25g is recommended if your weight is under 100kg, and you need to have second cup only when you vomit. Anyway I just hope you are released from all the pain:heart:
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,827
Sad to see you leave so soon. What are your plans for the day? Whatever happens, I wish you the best and hope you find peace within. We are here if you wanted to share some of your thoughts on this journey. Sending love and hugs your way.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,127
I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
801
Have a nice trip!
 
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MissAbyss

Member
Jul 20, 2025
585
✨️ I hope you find eternal peace ✨
 
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eternalpace

Student
Oct 18, 2025
197
I hope you find your peace.
 
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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
454
Good luck, and I hope you find peace!
 
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SpanishLullaby

Last rodeo w SaSu. Higher endeavors are calling.✌️
May 26, 2019
595
:heart::hug:
 
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Jun123

Lost in dreams
Dec 3, 2025
36
Good luck, I wish you only the best and hope you find the peace you are searching for!
 
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Cyrene

Cyrene

Memento Mori
Nov 22, 2025
28
I wish you the best and I hope you find peace. Good luck! ❤️❤️❤️
 
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Wishingforadream

Wishingforadream

Shine Bright
Sep 28, 2025
40
Good luck, I wish you all the best and I hope you find the peace you searched for!🤍
 
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YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
1,389
This is a hard way to go if you dont dose right, but i cant say shit,, I cant, im only just worried about the potential of more suffering thens required but I really wish for your peace ,, for your freedom,, all I can really tell you is that I wish you the best.
 
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Abandoned Phantom

Abandoned Phantom

Member
Oct 3, 2025
89
Sorry that life has driven you to this. Wishing you the best. May you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
454
Op failed.
Here's the update provided by OP:
 
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