arcadia
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- Jan 5, 2023
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Just ate my last meal, starting my 8 hour fast. I don't know if I'll pussy out or if something will come up but I think this is it. I just hope I have the strength to go through with it, my AE is Prochlorperazine and I'll be taking Omeprazole as an Antacid too. I'm a bit on edge right now because my family are awake, but I'll be doing it when they're asleep so hopefully my nerves will settle down by then. I appreciate this community for providing the resources towards helping me attain a peaceful and quick death, and it being here for me to vent judgement free. People might infer that this forum kills people but it honestly helped me, I would've been gone a lot sooner and in a much more painful way if I didn't have this place where I could share my frustrations with life without being ostracised or being sectioned. Without knowing about these resources I still would've died, just from throwing myself off a bridge or stabbing myself in the chest. My heart is racing just typing this. Please wish me luck.