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Unrecognizable7

Unrecognizable7

Student
Mar 22, 2025
186
Holy fuck, can't sleep. Anyone else just get hit with the sverity of the situation all the time, just struggling like a fish? I don't know why my anxiety is so bad. So many therapists, abuse, my body being sooo deformed, parents so depressed, all the trauma, no friends, can't go outside, too scared to even go to doctors anymore, too scared to order SN, holy fuck.

Need benzoes but fucking germany will just put me in closed psych ward again, been there done that. I can not seek help from anywhere anymore, that can't be real.
 
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inferno34

inferno34

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Jun 14, 2025
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I've been in that situation for years. can't sleep due to overthinking of everything. eventually i got Benzos, it helped, but you should note there are different types of benzos. some will not help for anxiety or SI. And certain ones will raise eyebrows. the one i use is called Ativan 1mg (Lorazepam benzo), Just one and 10 minutes later the mind is clear and calm. anyone can get this from a regular GP, just say you need it for severe anxiety.
 
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Unrecognizable7

Student
Mar 22, 2025
186
I've been in that situation for years. can't sleep due to overthinking of everything. eventually i got Benzos, it helped, but you should note there are different types of benzos. some will not help for anxiety or SI. And certain ones will raise eyebrows. the one i use is called Ativan 1mg (Lorazepam benzo), Just one and 10 minutes later the mind is clear and calm. anyone can get this from a regular GP, just say you need it for severe anxiety.
In germany? Problem is my GP knows about my struggles and wants to hospitalize me.
 
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J&L383

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Jul 18, 2023
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Be careful with benzos, very habit forming and incredibly difficult to get off of. But very effective short-term.
 
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inferno34

inferno34

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Jun 14, 2025
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In germany? Problem is my GP knows about my struggles and wants to hospitalize me.
Use a different GP, most of them would sell you a one month script without a consult, just ask at the reception if they would do it, or make some calls before going
 
Unrecognizable7

Unrecognizable7

Student
Mar 22, 2025
186
Be careful with benzos, very habit forming and incredibly difficult to get off of. But very effective short-term.
Ik i want to gather them for ctb tbh
Use a different GP, most of them would sell you a one month script without a consult, just ask at the reception if they would do it, or make some calls before going
Thank you