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deep_end

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Sep 9, 2023
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I'm planning to treat myself to a really nice weekend before ending it all. So far I have a small layout:

Day 1: Watch my favorite movie (Coraline), watch my favorite parts in a few anime, make one of my favorite meals

Day 2: Listen to my playlist of my favorite songs while I play through my favorite game (sly 2), go to my favorite restaurant, drive around town for a little bit before going to my favorite park and shooting myself.

schedule is a bit flexible, but thats what I'm looking forward to. Anything else good to add? Honestly I don't really have much interests so thats all that called to me. Maybe go to my towns botanical gardens if I have the energy.
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

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Jun 30, 2025
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Sounds great! I hope you'll make beatiful memories that satisfy you before the end:heart:
 
Vlad Tepes

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Sounds nice. It'll all be over. Treat yourself.
 
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I'm not at my final days yet but they are fast approaching. I often wonder how I will fill my last day or two. I love that you have plan and will take time to give yourself some enjoyment before you go.

I always feel very lonely in this and even though my departure isn't until the middle of January I often wish I had someone supportive to talk to and just get the words out to someone. I'll be around available to chat using any method you want should want a supportive person to talk to.

If not, I wish you the best couple days and a smooth departure.
 
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