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ready2go2

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Jan 17, 2026
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I'm considering if I'm going to CTB anyway, I might as well get a one-way flight to my favorite country, ghost everybody (short of leaving a note), spend a month or so partying and exploring, then CTBing while I'm there and have run out of money. Who knows, maybe I find meaning in my life and choose not to CTB and figure it out from there.

Has anyone thought of doing this before?
 
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nummie

Chronically silly
Feb 24, 2023
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YESS IM THINKING ABOUT THAT RIGHT NOW,, it sounds so good
 
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girlzjustwant2vomit

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Jan 16, 2026
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I might do something similar, I want to ctb in another country as well but not wait that long. Do you mind me asking what method you're using? I'm still trying to pick one.
 
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metfan647

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Jun 12, 2025
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This is my plan. Less the partying and probably for a more extended period.

SE Asia is my target. Cheap living and great climate (dare I say I get better without the daily stresses and mh triggers I have here).
 
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Bitter Almonds

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Jan 16, 2026
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My biggest concern would be how to CTB at the end. I'm having enough difficulties doing it here in the comfort of my own home.
 
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ready2go2

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Jan 17, 2026
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I might do something similar, I want to ctb in another country as well but not wait that long. Do you mind me asking what method you're using? I'm still trying to pick one.
If in another country it would have to be jumping.
 

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