the_path_of_sorrows

the_path_of_sorrows

Different routes, same destination
Nov 26, 2023
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It's been a week since he jumped off an 8 storey building a few minutes away from my apartment. I cross that street daily and now I look at this new possible way to ctb JUST AROUND THE CORNER with even more confidence than ever before.

I have decided on the exact date 7 years ago and been considering full suspension hanging for quite a few years but after seeing how someone drops ~80 feet (THE RECOMMENDATION IS AT LEAST TWICE AS MUCH) onto concrete and instantly dies.. Fingers itching, really wanna join the jumper club even when the mountaineer me can't jump off a cliff or just simply drop for 3,500+ feet anytime I'm in the Swiss Alps. The SI keeps screaming to turn around anytime I get that "just one step forward and I am 100% gone" thought. Of course, the view is to die for, not gonna lie.

So much respect for my dearest neighbor. Maybe this was a sign that I should consider this possibility and create a plan B.

He's not the only one to succeed at this method. For example, just last year my family friend, a goddamn 13 year old, managed to land on his head after dropping for 70 or so feet onto concrete a few blocks away from my house and also had instantly died. (I live in a country with one of the highest ctb ratings in the world, don't mind me!)

Fingers itchy.
 
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hikikomorizombie

hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
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jumping's unfortunately my method too. my building's 10 stories. i think it might have the worst SI out of all the methods tbh. def can't overcome it w logic alone, i'll need to be under the influence of something :p i wish u luck!!!
 
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the_path_of_sorrows

the_path_of_sorrows

Different routes, same destination
Nov 26, 2023
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jumping's unfortunately my method too. my building's 10 stories. i think it might have the worst SI out of all the methods tbh. def can't overcome it w logic alone, i'll need to be under the influence of something :p i wish u luck!!!
I'll probably stick to this method as a plan B because of the massive SI,, best of luck to you! Such bravery.. Happy for you <3
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I also see those who managed to succeed in ctb as being fortunate, I envy and admire those with the courage for the jumping method, they are brave to me.
 
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