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BellaKAT

BellaKAT

Student
May 20, 2018
171
.I plan to ctb soon. Til then fantasizing about it is the only thing that makes me feel any less dispair.
 
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Fennoscandia

Fennoscandia

Member
Jul 2, 2018
8
I understand what you mean. Sometimes I feel that the only solace in life is that there is no solace, and embracing that mindset brings what little respite there is.
 
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MortDeVivre

MortDeVivre

"If a battle cannot be won, do not fight it."
May 31, 2018
140
It does, doesn't it. It's the only thing I'm looking forward to right now. To my mother (one of my reasons for doing it), it probably looks like I'm recovering. None of my problems are solved, but I still feel better.
 
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Rocky M

Rocky M

I'm A Monster
Jun 20, 2018
213
I feel ya. It feels wrong to say it's "fun" to think about my death, but it really is nice to know that I'll be ending my life soon. No more pain for either me or anyone around me
 
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BellaKAT

BellaKAT

Student
May 20, 2018
171
It's mostly about the peace that comes from knowing I having a way out, I feel so trapped here.
 
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