think ive made (some kind of) a decision

[pleasexbexover]

think I'm gonna give it 6 more years. I'll be 30 if I decide to make it that long. after my first parent died, I didn't plan to live past 19. If this site was up then, I probably would have caught the bus.


Now, we're here, 5 years later. Stuck. Unmoving. Concrete compared to the water that everyone else seems to be swimming in.

if things don't improve DRASTICALLY by then, then it'll be time for sure. "supposed to be the best years of my life" my fucking ass.

 

[VoidButterfly]

Sounds reaosnable, can always re-evaluate where you're at then too. A lot can change in 6 years, I hope yours come with all the change you need.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best in whatever you decide.

 

[bankai]

Good, this is what I like to see. Someone with plans. Someone trying to give it their all and wait and try to see things through. Good on you OP. This is the way.

I feel like everyone should claw their way through and absolutely dig into the dirt and give it their very best shot. And if things absolutely don't work out and you still feel like life just ain't worth it?ok.It might be time.

 

[pleasexbexover]

i may not be able to wait that long after all