Sockeye Salmon
Student
- Mar 28, 2018
- 132
I'm in love with my boyfriend but I know he's not in love with me in the true sense of the word. I'm putting up with it because it looks like time is running out for me. So I'll probably never get to experience a mutual being in love again before I die.
layne2001
Member
- Jan 27, 2021
- 43
wanttogetonthebus
chronically unlucky
- Nov 27, 2021
- 405
All the time. That's part of the reason why I want to CTB. So I don't have to feel the constant pain of missing these things that I can't get back again or wanting what I never had or can't get. Knowing exactly what you're missing out on is excruciating especially when you once had it and fell in love with it.
Fadeawaaaay
Visionary
- Nov 12, 2021
- 2,160
I know that feeling. It's profound and tragic to realize that… Part of what has put me here… It's such a beautiful feeling that connection… And then to lose it and know you'll never have it again… It's like being cast out of the garden…
forgotten15
Specialist
- Aug 24, 2021
- 332
PrincessInWhite
I just want to sell out my funeral
- Feb 21, 2019
- 641
This one hit where it hurt.
Between my physical and mental health issues as well as all the tragedy and loss I've suffered there is so much I will never have again.
Being able to talk to and hug my best friend in the world (died 3 years ago). Being able to go to my mom for advice (she has severe dementia, I'm her caregiver). traveling. Getting married (I would lose my healthcare which I desperately need.) having children. I will never again feel blind optimism or hope like normal people do. I won't ever feel safe again. I won't ever feel rested again. I wont ever feel real peace or happiness again. My body and my mind are both spent, after 20+ years of trying all the treatments offered to me.
Sending so much love to everyone here
Between my physical and mental health issues as well as all the tragedy and loss I've suffered there is so much I will never have again.
Being able to talk to and hug my best friend in the world (died 3 years ago). Being able to go to my mom for advice (she has severe dementia, I'm her caregiver). traveling. Getting married (I would lose my healthcare which I desperately need.) having children. I will never again feel blind optimism or hope like normal people do. I won't ever feel safe again. I won't ever feel rested again. I wont ever feel real peace or happiness again. My body and my mind are both spent, after 20+ years of trying all the treatments offered to me.
Sending so much love to everyone here
callme
I'm a loose cannon - I bang all the time.
- Aug 15, 2021
- 1,234
Ever being looked by a woman. I'll die a virgin and I lose the internet. Oh and I'll never have a friend to play Chardee MacDennis with
