Things you will never experience ?

[Sockeye Salmon]

Real love

 

[DeathBecomesMe_2021]

I'm in love with my boyfriend but I know he's not in love with me in the true sense of the word. I'm putting up with it because it looks like time is running out for me. So I'll probably never get to experience a mutual being in love again before I die.

 

[layne2001]

motivation, passion. I wish I had a life mission. but I dont like anything or anyone enough

 

[wanttogetonthebus]

Do you ever grieve for all the experiences you know you will never have again? True love? Travel? Family?

All the time. That's part of the reason why I want to CTB. So I don't have to feel the constant pain of missing these things that I can't get back again or wanting what I never had or can't get. Knowing exactly what you're missing out on is excruciating especially when you once had it and fell in love with it.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I'm in love with my boyfriend but I know he's not in love with me in the true sense of the word. I'm putting up with it because it looks like time is running out for me. So I'll probably never get to experience a mutual being in love again before I die.

I know that feeling. It's profound and tragic to realize that… Part of what has put me here… It's such a beautiful feeling that connection… And then to lose it and know you'll never have it again… It's like being cast out of the garden…

 

[forgotten15]

Reciprocated love, friendships

 

[PrincessInWhite]

This one hit where it hurt.

Between my physical and mental health issues as well as all the tragedy and loss I've suffered there is so much I will never have again.

Being able to talk to and hug my best friend in the world (died 3 years ago). Being able to go to my mom for advice (she has severe dementia, I'm her caregiver). traveling. Getting married (I would lose my healthcare which I desperately need.) having children. I will never again feel blind optimism or hope like normal people do. I won't ever feel safe again. I won't ever feel rested again. I wont ever feel real peace or happiness again. My body and my mind are both spent, after 20+ years of trying all the treatments offered to me.

Sending so much love to everyone here

 

[lonerclown666]

love, having a good job, enjoy hobbys that i like

 

[callme]

Ever being looked by a woman. I'll die a virgin and I lose the internet. Oh and I'll never have a friend to play Chardee MacDennis with