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c4di

c4di

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Oct 9, 2025
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my CTB plan doesnt include anything other than clearing out some things and a time and date, and it feels weird that the end of my life would be that "normal". so what else should i do before i CTB?
 
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3AM

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Nov 10, 2023
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Go out to places, eat your favourite foods, spend all of your money, wear your fav dress, sing your fav song, do everything that were forbidden for you to do without causing harm to anyone else. Because this will be the only chance to do anything ever.
 
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eternalpace

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Oct 18, 2025
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I over-planned several years ago... and it was all for nothing. So now I'm simply taking care of a few things, making sure the logistics like time and place are lined up, and going for it. Instead of giving stuff away like last time, I'll let my family do as they wish with stuff like clothes, furniture, and my car. I've uploaded a note to a server... which lets me make updates until the last minute... and I'll leave behind a link so folks can read it.
 
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AkaRed

AkaRed

Come on! Let’s go, we’ll make our future together.
Apr 20, 2023
251
Honestly just things off your bucket list that are realistic enough for you to do. Take some time to have a few moments of enjoyment if you can— and then take the final step. Best of luck ❤️
 

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