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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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I'd probably just do more research on my suicide method just to minimise the chances of failing as much as possible and to make sure that I hopefully succeed on the first attempt
Is there even a reason to do anything if it ends either way?
Literally. I never even desired to do anything either way (other than what I've stated above of course)
 
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Fakefriendhate_Maxx

I just hope my death makes more sense than my life
May 18, 2024
123
People can fill in here if they want, but I'm unsure of what to do before dying. I can't really think of anything. Except, I would want to eat a nice fish before doing it. I'm not sure why, but eating fish always makes me happy. What about you?
I can tell you what I did already/will do in the near future:
1. Left a farewell letter to your belongings. Created a hardware device, USB, with pictures or videos with me in better times. And I've choosen an object that I'll leave an object behind that belonged to me, for my loved one's. It's a symbol that I'm present, altough - in fact - I'm not anymore.
2. Write a will (didn't at this point)
3. If you have pets - Think about what will happen to them after you die. (For the better, I have no pets - I guess that wouldn't make a suicide decision easier :'( )
4. Enjoy the rest of my life - trying to be absolutely relaxed. 'cause I decide, when the time has come to ctb. There is a light at the end of the tunnel! 🤗
5. I will do more than ever with my family and my best friends and try to dispute as little as possible. 🥺

Hope, my answer gives you some inspirations. 🙂
 
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nymb

nymb

scumbag
Jun 25, 2024
47
sleeping, i have nothing to do except sleeping, i dont think i will write a good note so i wont write, i wont farewell anyone because i dont think they are worth it, i dont wanna try drugs since death itself sound euphoric to me and nowhere to travel because i hate outside, and goes on.
 
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Hanaga

Member
Jun 28, 2024
34
wipe all devices, watch shows I never had time to for, play videogames
 
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kinderbueno

kinderbueno

Waiting at the bus stop
Jun 22, 2024
261
People can fill in here if they want, but I'm unsure of what to do before dying. I can't really think of anything. Except, I would want to eat a nice fish before doing it. I'm not sure why, but eating fish always makes me happy. What about you?
I want to eat a nice meal by myself
 
tangerine_dream

tangerine_dream

The indomitable human spirit??
Jun 26, 2024
6
I usually want my life to end, but i'm too stubborn to take any action before I've seen a large part of the world.
I still love traveling, even if only in my own country, so the thought of dying before having been on many adventures is even more terrifying than the thought of continuing to live.

And when I was even more suicidal than I am now I wrote my closest family and friends goodbye letters. I think that's a worthwhile endeavour. They'd be sad if I died, but they'd at least have something to hold onto.
 
beepbangboom

beepbangboom

New Member
Jan 21, 2023
3
I'd like to see a drive in movie one last time.
 
uncat_

uncat_

aspiring corpse
Nov 3, 2023
145
It's different for everyone but here is my list:

Drugs:

- try shrooms
- try DMT/Ayahuasca/changs
- try acid at a psych festival
- try Bufo
- try mescaline
- try salvia
- try MDMA
- try weed

Entertainment:

- Play 1 or 2 videogames you wanted to play but didn't

- Go to a theme park and have fun in the rides

Travelling:

- There are many places so just pick somewhere half-decent to go

Food:

- Decent food maybe a big vegan pizza + icecream
honestly, after all those psychedelics you might not even want to die. its known to really change ppl, and can help with depression
 
litekiller11

litekiller11

Member
May 31, 2024
42
Realistically Watch Breaking bad and game of thrones you won't regret it
 

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