With the help of medication I've got the energy to tackle the day, my mood's been balanced, I often resorted to acts of self-harm (cutting, burning, slapping across my face), but these last few days have spanned from neutral to good, been able to focus more on everyday tasks, and my mood hasn't slipped into acts of self-harm. Hell, even my limerence has been cracked down as well. My friend put me on to a new job that pays pretty well, and pays weekly too. I'm going back to school in the next few months and I'm excited to get the ball rolling there. Now I've gotta build up my self esteem, practice mindfulness, and express gratitude, otherwise without the medication I most likely will relapse into self-sabotage.
I hope everyone here can find the same level of clarity that I've found, I was at my ropes end in February but now I see that it is entirely possible to turn my situation in my favor. Until next time!
I hope everyone here can find the same level of clarity that I've found, I was at my ropes end in February but now I see that it is entirely possible to turn my situation in my favor. Until next time!
It's wonderful to have something to look forward to. If you're willing to share, what are you going to school for? 
