They're currently holding a suicide prevention event where I live...

[Hope:-)]

People very rarely check on me here. They forgot to put me on the housing list so I won't be housed anywhere near as quickly and it has basically been like I don't exist. Someone at one of their supported residences committed suicide last year. I'm not surprised. I feel like I don't matter to anyone here. I have a family who blames me for everything and a living environment who quite literally forgot I existed when it came to checking on me or putting me on the housing list, I live on the groundfloor opposite the lounge where the event is taking place. I'm not in attendance but it's weird to hear a suicide prevention event with the person who is going to be attempting an attempt on their life not in attendance. Just kind of surreal that's all.

In other news, I will be attempting an attempt on the 12th. I say attempting an attempt as who knows whether I will go through with it. Pray for me that it won't hurt too much. Got meto, propranalol and sn. Need to buy milk of magnesia as antacid and some valerian root for anxiety. The doctor wouldnt give me benzos. Wish me all the luck in the world. Planning an actual attempt feels so lonely. I know there are some people who can relate. X

 

[jodes2]

Sorry you feel so neglected, that's tough.

Fingers crossed for your attempt on the 12th, I hope you find peace.

We're here for you buddy, it is a lonely and scary path

 

[Hope:-)]

They just asked me to join in. You can't make this stuff up.

 

[NeverEndingPain]

September is suicide prevention month

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that suicide prevention is just prolonging suffering, denying people ways to ctb will mean that people have no choice but to resort to more risky and painful methods. Suicide should be accepted in society as a valid option instead as after all we live in a world where so much pain exists. Trying to force people to suffer against their wishes is cruel. I wish you the best with your plans.

 

[Volo vent]

September sucks

September is suicide prevention month

 

[Fktw0rld]

It's just a 'feel good' event. The normies looking for acceptance and validation from the masses. They don't understand us or care. They just wanna be able to say, "hey look, we did this."

Similar to a celebrities going to Africa to take some pictures and post on social media.