
LucifersIntrovert
Buried Alive
- Sep 10, 2023
- 56
People say money can't buy happiness but genuinely that's the only thing I'd need to be happy in life. I'm currently getting my associates in criminal justice to become an attorney. I have a 3.5 GPA, looking for internships, and still depressed as hell. I have no will or desire to continue on because tuition is high, people want workers but won't hire workers unless you have background in working? It's dumb as hell, I love law and everything that surrounds it but in a profession that's going to take me years to complete my JD is hard for me to ignore. Money is the primary reason I always think of CTB I've always had this unreasonable fear of being homeless. Always saving my money, paying for others before myself when they need it. I don't know though how can money not buy happiness? I am 99.99% sure I will be infinitely more happy with money in my account compared to my current situation. With constant daily panic attacks, bad anxiety, Worrying about my parents and grandparents medical bills, tuition, etc… idk I just needed to get that out because I will die on a cross saying money will make you happier.