whotookmylexapro
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- Jan 19, 2024
- 62
Bullshit honestly. Whenever im told "you have so much to live for" "you have so much potential" It puts so much pressure on me. It makes me feel worse for wanting to ctb. And quite frankly there was no potential in the first place. Im plagued with such shitty mental health so i was doomed from the get go. Whether or not i ctb, everything would be the same.
Another thing that gets me is family mourning over when i ctb. Like i actually do care about my family but I hate the fact that this is like the only thing chaining me to existence. All i am to them is just some emotional property that if i suddenly do not exist, then i cause grief to them. I wish assisted suicide was normalized and people were ok with just not wanting to live anymore
Another thing that gets me is family mourning over when i ctb. Like i actually do care about my family but I hate the fact that this is like the only thing chaining me to existence. All i am to them is just some emotional property that if i suddenly do not exist, then i cause grief to them. I wish assisted suicide was normalized and people were ok with just not wanting to live anymore