Venting They dont even notice anything

[Nemaki Arber]

I wanna tell them, that if i had immediate access to an over dose or a gun i would kill myself right now

But wouldn't that be manipulative? I just need to tell someone

No one has asked anything either no one seems to have noticed....

You know when you have a lot of friends but they don't *choose* you? Yeah....

The ones that do try their best, and i wish I could say they're making a difference, but they're getting prrtty indiifferent themselves so why should I be thankful anymore....

Can we help me put an end to this sad circus and let me die
If i had a high quality hunting knife, id cut my carotid, any arteries. I won't call for help my corpse will be easy to clean out i promise.
If i had a high quality hunting knife, id cut my carotid, any arteries. I won't call for help my corpse will be easy to clean out i promise.
Why cant time go any faster, why can't I do anything about it, let it be next week ill get that knife
So really I've made myself this fucking unimportant, I guess it's for the best
Why am i always screaming in the void