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RoseGarden

RoseGarden

Alone & Unloved
Apr 10, 2024
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I guess I'm stuck suffering alone. In the past I've lost partners because I opened up about being suicidal. It's happening again, I can feel it. I should just break it off and end myself so that I can't be treated like this anymore.
 
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hopeless08

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Dec 8, 2023
492
I guess I'm stuck suffering alone. In the past I've lost partners because I opened up about being suicidal. It's happening again, I can feel it. I should just break it off and end myself so that I can't be treated like this anymore.
I think that when you have a partner and you open up to them about your suicidal ideations, it'll scare them off and ultimately end the the relationship.
When you say it's happening again do you mean you've expressed your suicidal thoughts to your current partner?
 
RoseGarden

RoseGarden

Alone & Unloved
Apr 10, 2024
97
I think that when you have a partner and you open up to them about your suicidal ideations, it'll scare them off and ultimately end the the relationship.
When you say it's happening again do you mean you've expressed your suicidal thoughts to your current partner?
not the full extent of it, but I did tell her that I feel like I'm better off dead.
 
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UKscotty

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May 20, 2021
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Not even professionals can help some of us, so to regular people we just become a burden.

I'm guilty of it myself too, when people have opened up to me I feel lost and stuck that I can't help, then we drift apart.

It's so true that depression is beyond evil and is a family illness. It affects everyone we love and care for who try and help us.
 
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hopeless08

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Dec 8, 2023
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not the full extent of it, but I did tell her that I feel like I'm better off dead.
Im sure they don't mean to hurt us by leaving us but I can see how that might scare some people off, they may feel like it's there responsibility to make you better and be overwhelmed not knowing what to do, so it's a natural instinct, don't feel like you did anything wrong if they walk out. There are very few people that would know how to react in a situation like that.
This is why suicide is such a taboo subject. wishing you the best
 
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