I never wanted to end my life this way, I was forced to. I come from a broken family and I only have a single friend which I recently met. For most of my life I've lived in isolation and alone, I also grew up poor on top of that. People in my circle ostracize me and treat me like a second class citizen. I think every suicidal person can relate to this to some degree, no one is born wanting to die.
Macedonian1987
Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
- Oct 22, 2025
- 341
I never wanted my life to end like this either. To me the chronic pain is my "murderer" not myself. Chronic pain forced my hand into doing it. Nobody else.
Sasha Swift
Member
- Oct 11, 2025
- 19
nice pfp dude. I feel you, pain is shit. I'm going to the doctor tomorrow wish me and my fobia of anything doctor/medical related good luck.
Btw, did you try some treatment for that pain, or is that inaccessible to you?
Btw, did you try some treatment for that pain, or is that inaccessible to you?
unluckysadness
Elementalist
- Jul 9, 2025
- 873
this world honestly fucking sucks. i wanted to find a job, buy a house, get married, and start a family. and then as soon as i graduate highschool the whole world falls apart and goes to shit.
I had my happy future robbed from me and i refuse to keep living in a world that is rigged against me
I had my happy future robbed from me and i refuse to keep living in a world that is rigged against me
brassicasaur
Member
- May 9, 2025
- 44
I think I was manslaughtered.
People didn't specifically mean to kill me, but they did.
People didn't specifically mean to kill me, but they did.
mourningyesterday
Member
- Apr 30, 2025
- 41
exactly how i feel i used to think abt the future and have dreams until my health got in the way now i have nothing and ctb seems the only way out of my misery
