they are getting angrier.

[aubrey!]

they are getting angrier.
i am pretty vocal about some of my frustrations, i don't get too personal about life but i make it clear when i am suicide or about certain phrases you hear often that would upset me. i tweet about this stuff on twitter.

hellish site, but - i never really had any problems with this until recently. my account has always stayed fairly small and i purge people who don't interact at all to keep things that way.

i tried tweeting more to my circle, because initially someone told me "why would i be empathetic towards someone who is lying to me?" or whatever.
but even people who are in my circle seem bothered now. ignoring is one thing but replies like "stop" and "ok" really bother me. these are people who asked to be in my circle - who agreed to seeing sh pics and my ranting. some of which i have been around a decent time.

it's one thing to bother someone, most would scroll by something that bothers them, but for them to reply means it did more than bother them.

i'm not really sure what to do as i can't really hold all that emotion myself, and i don't really feel safe letting it out anymore. one might suggest here, but, i don't feel comfortable doing it super frequently in a tweet like manner here. i normally go on and add things as they come to mind, something better suited for a twitter thread or journal, and not a forum. i could write in a journal, but that just feels so void.

maybe i'll go back to screaming into the void.
maybe i'll just explode and prove everyone wrong.
i've been getting closer.

i just want eternal rest.
is that too much to ask for?

i'm tired. i didn't sleep last night, it's morning.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is always the option to write status updates on one's profile page on this website, the profile page on here can act as like a journal for people to share their thoughts. But anyway it's very much understandable just wishing to permanently rest, I'm always wishing for non existence.

 

[aubrey!]

There is always the option to write status updates on one's profile page on this website, the profile page on here can act as like a journal for people to share their thoughts. But anyway it's very much understandable just wishing to permanently rest, I'm always wishing for non existence.

yeah, it just feels different. maybe that it's the fact i knew some people, when mostly everyone here is a stranger. but people who wanna be your friend, don't want a downer i guess. that's not what friends are for, afterall, for them at least.

maybe it's some kind of addiction that can make a slow transition.

 

[DarknessAndDespair]

I would say probably the best option would be to post a in a group or chat group where people talk about the topic and support each other.

 

[SilentSadness]

Unfortunately the truth is that others can always betray you, humans are inherently selfish and ignorant so it's not surprising. I don't think there's any place on the internet where people treat each other decently, and real life is of course even worse. I hope that you can solve this problem, however difficult it may be.

 

[aubrey!]

I would say probably the best option would be to post a in a group or chat group where people talk about the topic and support each other.

a group chat is just a dm with multiple people. when you message a group chat, the people will feel inclined to respond, like if you messaged someone directly. that's part of the reason why i'm addicted to social media, because i can say things without going and bothering someone directly. nobody feels inclined to respond, and i'll never know if they saw it. if someone wished to speak to me, they'd just message me themselves.

even then -- who would i add now? nobody is to be trusted, anymore.

 

[81-Z@P@D]

Twitter got an injection of 4chan users since 2014-2015 and it's been a different site since, plus musk hasn't exactly been running it very well imho

 

[aubrey!]

Twitter got an injection of 4chan users since 2014-2015 and it's been a different site since, plus musk hasn't exactly been running it very well imho

it all depends on what side of twitter you keep yourself on. i keep my followers within mutuals of people i know, who interact with my tweets, and i don't throw myself into drama or other things that would put a spotlight on me. i'm a sub-50 follower account.

musk's changes are unavoidable though, and they suck and are the result of his childish fragility.

 

[81-Z@P@D]

it all depends on what side of twitter you keep yourself on. i keep my followers within mutuals of people i know, who interact with my tweets, and i don't throw myself into drama or other things that would put a spotlight on me. i'm a sub-50 follower account.

musk's changes are unavoidable though, and they suck and are the result of his childish fragility.

Twitter is too volatile for me to use it as something i'm personally invested it, so I just shitpost and troll which is what most of twitter is collapsing into

 

[DarknessAndDespair]

a group chat is just a dm with multiple people. when you message a group chat, the people will feel inclined to respond, like if you messaged someone directly. that's part of the reason why i'm addicted to social media, because i can say things without going and bothering someone directly. nobody feels inclined to respond, and i'll never know if they saw it. if someone wished to speak to me, they'd just message me themselves.

even then -- who would i add now? nobody is to be trusted, anymore.

Oh, I get your point. There are also groups where you can upload posts, and no one is obligated to reply.

 

[aubrey!]

Twitter is too volatile for me to use it as something i'm personally invested it, so I just shitpost and troll which is what most of twitter is collapsing into

yeah. that's understandable. it's where all the people i knew went though after the closing of google plus (oh how i want that back, despite the occasional trolls, the children, and literal terrorists on the site it was a pretty tight community.), and there are some people i like to keep within reach and share a bit of my life to as well. also twitter is... and not for long.... in my opinion the best format for a social media platform, that's active as anyway. a few sites tried to emulate google plus, which nearly perfected the way it worked before it died, after it's death but, they're about as densely populated as greenland. instagram and similar are yucky.


i think i'm going to do my best to use the site's status feature, as the things i say are probably more acceptable around these parts, and i can create a better experience with those around me elsewhere.

 

[starrvingstar]

some twitter communities are great, there is a sh community that is not too bad. but you cant be completely raw like you can be in forums.

 

[aubrey!]

some twitter communities are great, there is a sh community that is not too bad. but you cant be completely raw like you can be in forums.

i keep my personal life out of things already, the most recent upset was about how generic advice (things will get better, try working out, ect) always comes from people who experience the least hardship. nothing too personal but, apparently too far for others.

 

[81-Z@P@D]

yeah. that's understandable. it's where all the people i knew went though after the closing of google plus (oh how i want that back, despite the occasional trolls, the children, and literal terrorists on the site it was a pretty tight community.), and there are some people i like to keep within reach and share a bit of my life to as well. also twitter is... and not for long.... in my opinion the best format for a social media platform, that's active as anyway. a few sites tried to emulate google plus, which nearly perfected the way it worked before it died, after it's death but, they're about as densely populated as greenland. instagram and similar are yucky.


i think i'm going to do my best to use the site's status feature, as the things i say are probably more acceptable around these parts, and i can create a better experience with those around me elsewhere.

you could try mastodon, pleroma , etc, free software equivalents to twitter.