
derpyderpins
Pollyanna, loon, believer in love, believer in you
- Sep 19, 2023
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Well this is where I've been specifying 100% determinism. I don't think the decision comes from nowhere. I agree that there are a lot of influences. The disagreement between me and beardsley is very small in nature but massive in implication.@derpyderpins I don't see why your motivations for living hinge on free will. I can't help but feel we're misunderstanding each other. What I'm saying is—maybe someone reads your recovery post, takes the advice to heart, and chooses to act on it. That choice was fated. But how does that detract from its power? It still results in change, doesn't it? As with your motivations to live. The bearded guy (iirc) put that one something like this: We do what we choose (!). We just don't *choose* what we choose (in that if we were omnipotent we could track the causal factors that led to your choice to live.) Framing it that way I don't see cause for dismay.
TLDR, We still make choices. Even choosing to lay in bed all day because determinism depresses you is a choice. Determinism just says that your choice wasn't random, it came out of somewhere. It had a chain of causes. And that's essentially what the clip and my paragraph argued for—that everything has a cause, and those causes had their own causes, all the way back to the inception of the universe.
I started this out talking about the "I." What am I? Who am I? Why does it matter? What am I doing here? There are thoughts, emotions, etc. that we experience, so we can't say we are those things. The "I" is something else that is witnessing the thought.
So for both me and beardsley, we agree that your human decision making process involves determinist factors like your genetics and experiences and biases and preferences and tendencies that all influence what you will choose. What I've been calling the code, program, etc.
In my view of free will heavily influenced by determinism, the issue requiring a decision is fed into the code, it is analyzed based on my code with all of that genetics and bias and whatnot, then the findings and recommendations of the code come to the "I", through that filter, and the "I" chooses, resulting in the thoughts and actions the "I" experiences. The thoughts come from the "I".
In beardsley's full determinist view, the issue is fed into the code, and rather than the findings and recommendations being sent to the "I", the "I" is merely present to witness the automatic decision. It's a passthrough. The thoughts do not come from the "I", they just pass it on their merry way. So, who am I? What am I? I'm a mental camera that sees a being (separate from me, though we are stuck together) actually do things. That is the totality of who and what I am. I do not make choices. This body I'm attached to makes choices.
More metaphorical: I am CEO of a company. I make the big decisions. From the beginning, when we had no infrustructure or anything, I've made the decisions by having an ai analyze all available data to present me with the pros and cons of each path. As the company grew, the ai's process of analyzing things changed, accounting for more details, learning from past mistakes, etc. Now the company is huge, it does good things, it's something to be proud of . . . but by whom? If every choice the AI suggested was automatically enacted without my input, and I just sat in the office watching it do everything, is that company really the result of me at all? No. Now, if I was making the final call, I own the successes, the failures, and everything in between. It may be imperfect but it is something I did.
I want to live because the life is mine, the one thing in this world I truly own. I'm not watching something be built, I'm building something, deciding what goes where and what should be emphasized. I'm writing this song. If you take free will away, I'm just watching while an ai software writes a song. I have no identity. Sure, the DNA of my vessel is technically unique. He has characteristics. He says and does things in a slightly different way than other vessels, and his actions change things around him. He writes annoyingly long answers to everybody. But if I'm not making the choices, he's not me. Yes, over time he grows and changes and works towards goals almost like a real boy, but I had nothing to do with that growth. I just watched as it happened. You take free will away and make me live that life, just watching, I'd rather not. If I've been living like that this whole time with the false belief that I had any say, it actually makes me want to burn everything down, but I'd settle for ending my own life.
If we can't choose what we choose, it isn't choice. A roomba chooses to turn around when it hits a wall. That choice results in change, a different part of the floor is cleaned. Does that roomba have human purpose? Is it a life worth living? What about if we programmed in that it will have an emotional reaction upon such a choice being made?
On my posts, yes they may still influence people. But I wouldn't believe them anymore. They'd be lies. I'd be preaching about an existence that is impossible.