Discussion There's no rock bottom for me

[HadItAll]

It just keeps getting worse. I'm on like my 20th rock bottom. Can anyone else relate?

I remember when I was healthy the rock bottoms were temporary and short lived, followed by relief and happy times that would last months or even years.
Since I got sick they don't go away and only new problems come putting me at new rock bottoms time and time again.

 

[Sulyya]

the tale of Sisyphus, kind of.
There are some things we just need to manage, they can't go away..

 

[Unending]

I've come to a similar conclusion. In the last few years I've noticed the pattern that I'll think I'm at rock bottom only to experience a new rock bottom in the near future. For the last several months, I've just sort of been fluctuating around the same really low point but am scared to say "This is rock bottom" because every time I do, I find myself proven wrong. Definitely a scary situation to be in.

 

[HadItAll]

There are some things we just need to manage, they can't go away..

I'm not just waiting for them to go away lol. I'm trying to fix them and only fuck up more in the process.

 

[hunterfla]

It just keeps getting worse. I'm on like my 20th rock bottom. Can anyone else relate?

I remember when I was healthy the rock bottoms were temporary and short lived, followed by relief and happy times that would last months or even years.
Since I got sick they don't go away and only new problems come putting me at new rock bottoms time and time again.

Wow, can I ever relate. It seems that over the last 20+ years it's been one thing after another...every time I think it can't possibly get worse - and I tell myself if things don't improve, I'm checking out. Well, they never improve and I never check out...then I get smacked in the face again. But I'm pretty sure I've reached my breaking point. If I see 2024 I will be extremely surprised (and disappointed.)

 

[HadItAll]

every time I think it can't possibly get worse - and I tell myself if things don't improve, I'm checking out. Well, they never improve and I never check out...then I get smacked in the face again.

My life story since 2017

 

[letsalllovelain:3]

Yeah, that's why I don't believe things get better. Okay, sometimes they may do, but not for long. It's like some sort of sinusoid. Once it gets better, then gets back to said rock bottom and so on. For me, things may get better - but they can get crushed as quickly as they came.

 

[CTB Dream]

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