emptymiku
bokura wa inochi ni kirawarete iru
- Mar 27, 2023
- 126
the only time i ever feel truly happy is when i'm talking to my friend, but he's been extremely "busy" recently. (95% sure he's just trying to ignore me so when he eventually leaves me it doesn't hurt as bad)
every time i think of dying i can't help but smile. when i think that the pain will finally be over, i feel a sense of relief.
i mean nothing to this world. and this world means nothing to me. i would be happy abandoning this world, and i can only imagine this world feels the same about me. and to think less than a year ago i was terrified of death, but now it's all i can think about, it's ironic.
every time i think of dying i can't help but smile. when i think that the pain will finally be over, i feel a sense of relief.
i mean nothing to this world. and this world means nothing to me. i would be happy abandoning this world, and i can only imagine this world feels the same about me. and to think less than a year ago i was terrified of death, but now it's all i can think about, it's ironic.