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jane78flower

jane78flower

Student
Mar 2, 2025
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i'm going to the tracks now to wait for the right time to put my head & neck under. Goodbye.


Update there was no moving train or any train even in sight in the spot I tried 🥲 just some old pieces of one.
 
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kitkat9234

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Nov 27, 2024
477
Wishing you peace.
 
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gottacheckout

gottacheckout

COB
May 20, 2025
721
I hope your next journey will be peaceful. It has obviously been a struggle for you.:heart:
 
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TheEmptyVoid

TheEmptyVoid

Specialist
Jun 18, 2025
352
i'm going to the tracks now to wait for the right time to put my head & neck under. Goodbye.
not to be annoying but there is a train fender/cow catcher in front of the train which your neck and head cannot fit under, so your gonna have to see a chance of a train stopping and then you can find a place where your neck can be freely sliced by the train, I'm just trying to save you from permanent damage that can happen because of the cowcatcher/fender
 
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jane78flower

jane78flower

Student
Mar 2, 2025
168
not to be annoying but there is a train fender/cow catcher in front of the train which your neck and head cannot fit under, so your gonna have to see a chance of a train stopping and then you can find a place where your neck can be freely sliced by the train, I'm just trying to save you from permanent damage that can happen because of the cowcatcher/fender
I am waiting til it stops & starts & is moving slow before I slide in. Ty
 
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TheEmptyVoid

TheEmptyVoid

Specialist
Jun 18, 2025
352
not to be annoying but there is a train fender/cow catcher in front of the train which your neck and head cannot fit under, so your gonna have to see a chance of a train stopping and then you can find a place where your neck can be freely sliced by the train, I'm just trying to save you from permanent damage that can happen because of the cowcatcher/fender
i was going for this method i swear to god but the fender/cow catcher exists
 
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jane78flower

jane78flower

Student
Mar 2, 2025
168
i was going for this method i swear to god but the fender/cow catcher exists
Good luck
Guys or medical professionals anyone- should I do face up or face down
 
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TheEmptyVoid

TheEmptyVoid

Specialist
Jun 18, 2025
352
Good luck
Guys or medical professionals anyone- should I do face up or face down
face down as hard as you can to make a higher chance of completely decapitating you, I was testing neck and head positions on the side of the door and that worked best
 
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gottacheckout

gottacheckout

COB
May 20, 2025
721
Shouldn't matter physically if you are face up or down but psychologically it might be easier to go face down.
 
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jane78flower

jane78flower

Student
Mar 2, 2025
168
face down as hard as you can to make a higher chance of completely decapitating you, I was testing neck and head positions on the side of the door and that worked best
Waait wdym as hard as I fan
 
TheEmptyVoid

TheEmptyVoid

Specialist
Jun 18, 2025
352
Waait wdym as hard as I fan
well not too hard but like try your best to not let any other object push you away that makes it not let the wheels slice your neck
 
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TheEmptyVoid

TheEmptyVoid

Specialist
Jun 18, 2025
352
well not too hard but like try your best to not let any other object push you away that makes it not let the wheels slice your neck
you will die by complete cessation of blood flow to the brain which is completely painless
 
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jane78flower

jane78flower

Student
Mar 2, 2025
168
Also guys how much do u think itll hurt / length til I die
 
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Dqope

Dqope

Human, All Too Human...
Aug 21, 2023
58
You really got the courage that most people don't have. Wish you can go peacefully and wish you the best.
 
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Doll Steak

Doll Steak

Student
May 31, 2025
176
Hey dude, I'm so sorry it came to this I wish you solace and peace, forever and ever. It will all be okay.
 
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hedezev4

hedezev4

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May 29, 2025
86
Good luck to you! I think it's better to lie face down so that your jaw prevents you from slipping away. It's also harder to change your mind than if you do it lying on your back.
 
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FriedBrakeDisc

FriedBrakeDisc

平和と静寂 Peace and Silence
Feb 26, 2024
7
Good luck on your future journeys... Wish you the best Jane :)
I think facing down would be a better way of doing it, using your own weight as an advantage.
 
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flightless bird

flightless bird

somewhere over the rainbow
Aug 18, 2022
299
why such a method. why.

please, i'm so fucking sorry, but please don't do this.
 
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gottacheckout

gottacheckout

COB
May 20, 2025
721
Peaceful journey sweet Jane. I wish there was an easier edit option for you
 
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felloffmydinosaur

felloffmydinosaur

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Jun 18, 2025
30
I hope this doesn't traumatize anyone who hits you or sees you. Wow. I mean, I hope it's instant, it's pretty ballsy.
 
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ChainedCrow

ChainedCrow

The crow of hopelessness and despair
Jun 21, 2025
382
Im sorry it had to come to this to numb your pain. I hope everything will work out no matter the outcome. Good luck 🤗
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I hope you find peace! Good luck!
 
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jane78flower

jane78flower

Student
Mar 2, 2025
168
i don't know. something could go wrong.

if you're dead set on ctb, please pick another, less risky meth

i'm going to the tracks now to wait for the right time to put my head & neck under. Goodbye.

i'm going to the tracks now to wait for the right time to put my head & neck under. Goodbye.


Update there was no moving train or any train even in sight in the spot I tried 🥲 just some old pieces of one.
I walked around & had to have a stranger pick me up & take me home bc my phone died & I was tired. Fml at least he was nice
 
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